Hello. My name is Devashan and..

I'm addicted to Spider Solitaire. I've gotten fairly skilled at the medium level, which incorporates two suits (spades and hearts), but still have not a clue as to how one goes about winning the expert level. It's disheartening, as at this point I've spent a scary portion of my waking life playing.

I find myself playing it every time I'm using my computer for something else and it takes more than a nanosecond to load. I become MIA from IM conversations whenever I get sucked in, but in true addict fashion, out of shame I lie and pretend I got a phone call.

And the worst part? Several times when I've been quite tired and trying to lull myself to sleep with non-thoughts, it pops up in my brain! Ten of hearts on the jack of hearts and then, nothing, okay, deal again, then.. Is there a support group for this?